You see there is a great human error in thinking that eventually, 'one-day', things will be fundamentally different. That one day you'll have enough time, money, energy, health, love, you name it.
Stop waiting for 'one-day' because it will never come.
Instead, start today. Start doing what you've been longing to do. Start doing what you love to do, what you've been born to do, now.
Do you hear that? The excuses. Are you falling into a pattern that you've used to protect yourself and keep you neutral? Most excuses or postponements come down to one thing: Lack of Creative Discipline.
Creative discipline around the use of time, money, resources, communication, imagination...
People who experience life beyond anything they ever thought possible never waited.
So, start today. Take one hour out of your day and do whatever you are waiting to do despite your excuses. Besides, it's better to find out now rather than later if this 'future' version of yourself is truly you or a fantasy. Don't hold back. Don't make another excuse. Just do it.